Sunday, February 13, 2005

Not you.

you are two people,
not one.
you are kind, sweet, thoughtful and loving.
you are sexy, passionate, pleasing,
and then you switch
in the blink of an eye.
an obstacle, a problem,
and then you turn.
i see it in your eyes,
the light has gone.
you are angry, careless, destructive.
you are hateful, nasty, ugly.
you are still you,
but not the one i love.

Saturday, February 12, 2005

I now have to work on my "focus" and leadership skills at work. Great. I have to write a personal log of the "key issues" on my shifts, then write about 1 of them in detail at the end of each week. I ALSO have to write lists of things to do at the begining of my night shifts, then tick them off when I have completed the tasks. And save the lists to show to my boss. Does this make me sound like a big fool who doesn't ever do anything??

This job winds me up. My boss even told me he didn't think I'd want to stay there forever and that the mundanity of it will bore me!

More later....